Ever fall in love with a lie? Ever fall in love with a lie? Ever felt a gun for the trigger? Ever gone so fast you could die?
Provided you have enough mental aptitude (or methamphetamine) to follow along, the works of the following geniuses are guaranteed to permanently alter your ideas of reality, perception, consciousness, existence, truth, fiction, and 'what it all means'. Apply vigorously at first signs of consensus trance.
R. Buckminster Fuller
Gregor I. Gurdjieff
Robert Anton Wilson